Only in my Dreams.....
by
carmiña

As I wander through life I see you
that person
that vision
all I wanted wrapped in black

but life is cruel
never leaving room for total happiness
clarity but visual disturbance always
and forever remain

I keep running but always end up
nowhere right where you found me
right where you leave me

the chemicals that consume me
love me more than I love myself
it will be my happiness
it will be my death

there is always room for pain
in this place I call my heart
but never enough room for any
bliss everlasting

so I bow my head and mourn the loss
of what was you in this twisted
story of me

And I keep wandering through this life
blind with fear of what is left for
me

People always wanting and never giving
Me the blind beggar of love
Found riches in deception of my own heart

I have placed the knife in much further
than you
So if you care help me push it through
so that maybe finally I will find the
peace and love
I seek
in something that never exists only
in my dreams

 

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